The Vampire Diaries: The Fury Chapter Sixteen

December 16, MondayStefan gave this to me. Hes given close to of the things in his room a panache. I give tongue to I didnt deficiency it at first, because I didnt go to sleep what to do with it. scarce nowadays I speak up I use up an bringing close to charterher. good broadcast be starting to halt already. Theyre acquire the details wrong, and adding things they scarcely imagined. And, most of all, theyre making up explanations. why it wasnt substantively supernatural, w here(predicate)(predicate)fore theres a rational reason for this or that. Its clean silly, just now theres no way to stop them, especially the adults.Theyre the worst. Theyre adage the dogs were aquaphobic or something. The vets come up with a new unwrap for it, some benevolent of rabies thats spread by bats. Meredith reckons thats ironic. I count on its just stupid.The kids are a little better, especially the ones who were at the dance. at that place are some I value we can rely on, the li kes of carry through Carson and Vickie. Vickies changed so much in the finis dickens days that its like a miracle. Shes not the way shes been for the last two and a half months, but shes not the way she used to be, either. She used to be pretty much of a bimbo, speed around with the tough crowd. just now I signify shes okay.Even Carolean wasnt so bad today. She didnt talk at the early(a) service, but she talked at this one. She said Elena was the real snow queen, which was kind of cribbing stumble of Sues speech from before, but probably the harbor up Caroline could do. It was a nice gesture.Elena looked so peaceful. Not like a c everyplace doll, but as if she were sleeping. I make love e realbody says that, but its true. This time, it really is true.But later commonwealth were talking about her curious escape from drowning and stuff like that. And saying she died of an embolism or something. Which is absolutely ridiculous. But thats what gave me the idea.Im firing t o get her other diary out of her closet. And then Im going to posit Mrs. Grimesby to baffle them in the library, not in a case like Honoria Fells, but where plurality can pick them up and read them. Because the truth is in here. This is where the real story is. And I dont want anybody to forget it.I depend maybe the kids exit remember.I suppose I should put what happened to the rest of the people around here Elena would want that. Aunt Judith is okay, although shes one of the adults who cant deal with the truth. She needs a rational explanation. She and Robert are going to get married at Christmas. That should be good for Margaret.Margarets got the rectify idea. She told me at the service that shes going to go follow up Elena and her parents someday, but not now, because there were a lot of things she still had to do adjust here. I dont hit the hay what put that idea into her head.Shes smart for a four-year-old.Typical, absolutely typical. Everybody else gets the guys. Im view of trying one of my grandmothers rituals, just to externalize if Ill ever get married at all. in that location isnt even anybody I want to marry around here.Well, theres flavorless. Matts nice. But right now hes only got one female child on his mind. I dont know if that impart ever change.He punched Tyler in the stab later on the service today, because Tyler said something off-colour about her. Tyler is one person I know pull up stakes never change, no matter what. Hell ever be the mean, offensive jerk he is now.But Matt-well, Matts look are awfully blue. And hes got a terrible right hook.Stefan couldnt hit Tyler because he wasnt there. There are still plenty of people in town who think he killed Elena. He must have, they say, because there was zero else there. Katherines ashes were scattered all over by the time the rescuers got to the crypt. Stefan says its because she was so old that she flamed up like that. He says he should have realized the first time, when Katherine pretended to burn, that a young vampire wouldnt turn to ashes that way. Shed just die, like Elena. Only the old ones crumble. some(prenominal) people-especially Mr. Smallwood and his friends-would probably blame Damon if they could get go for of him. But they cant. He wasnt there when they reached the tomb, because Stefan helped him get away. Stefan wont say where, but I think to someplace in the woods. Vampires must heal fast because today when I met him after the service, Stefan said that Damon had left Fells Church. He wasnt content about it I think Damon didnt ascertain him. Now the question involvems to be What is Damon doing? bug out biting innocent girls? Or is he reformed? I wouldnt lay bets on it either way. Damon was a strange guy.But gorgeous. Definitely gorgeous.Stefan wont say where hes going, either. But I have a sneaking question Damon may get a awe if he looks behind him. Apparently, Elena made Stefan previse to watch out for him or something. And Stefan takes promises very, very seriously.I wish him luck. But hell be doing what Elena wanted him to, which I think will make him happy. As happy as he can be here without her. Hes wearing her ring on a chain around his neck now.If you think any of this sounds frivolous or as if I dont care about Elena, that just shows how wrong you are. I dare anybody to say that to me. Meredith and I cried all day Saturday, and most of Sunday. And I was so angry I wanted to rip things apart and burst them. I kept thinking, why Elena? Why? When there wereso many other people who could have died that night. Out of the tout ensemble town, she was the only one.Oh, Im starting to cry again. Thats what happens when you think about life being fair. And I cant explain why it isnt. Id like to go bang on Honoria Fells tomb and solicit her if she can explain, but she wouldnt talk to me. I dont think its something anybody knows.I loved Elena. And Im going to miss her terribly. The whole school is. Its l ike a clean-living thats gone out. Robert says thats what her name means in Latin, light.Now therell forever and a day be a part of me where the light has gone away.I wish Id been adequate to say good-bye to her, but Stefan says she send her love to me. Im going to try to think of that as a light to take with me.Id better stop writing now. Stefans leaving, and Matt and Meredith and Alaric and I are going to see him off. I didnt mean to get so into this Ive never kept a journal myself. But I want people to know the truth about Elena. She wasnt a saint. She wasnt always sweet and good and beneficial and agreeable. But she was strong and loving and incorruptible to her friends, and in the end she did the most self-sacrificing thing anybody could do. Meredith says it means she chose light over darkness. I want people to know that so theyll always remember.I always will.